someone who lived.

but i keep coming back to black...

i feel happy and i see colors
i feel like having a change, i see different hues
i see greens and orange and silver
but i see me
and i come back to black

i get the drive to do what i NEED to do and i try
find happiness, i try
i try and i try, i do not fail
but still what i LOVE haunts me, and it's always the same
i keep coming back to black

i really should stay with black.