random..

i just dont get them ladies errr... girls (don't think they're lady enough to know) - who do their makeup in public.
isn't that something personal that you do somewhere more private?
::screw in the head::

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have this diary/planner that my husband gave me, it's already april and have only 5 pages with writings
got to get organized again.

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torn between what I love and what I need

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if you thought that MRTs coach for females, children and the disabled is a good thing, therefore a blessing, you thought wrong.

but i keep coming back to black...

i feel happy and i see colors
i feel like having a change, i see different hues
i see greens and orange and silver
but i see me
and i come back to black

i get the drive to do what i NEED to do and i try
find happiness, i try
i try and i try, i do not fail
but still what i LOVE haunts me, and it's always the same
i keep coming back to black

i really should stay with black.

to the left, to the right

GAWD!
i'm missing a whole lotta designing and creative stuff.
was browsing through Willy Santos' site, he had a link to Arnette(a skateboarding label)
and dang it hit me.
it had a seemingly usual options page where you could select a country link.
once you rollover on one of the countries, an image of a flag appears behind that country's name.
it was simple but splendidly done.
just that and everything came back to me.
i really love web design and graphics(my right brain raging). it's what i've been wanting to do since i graduated college(ooh i'm old! it's been so long).
but it takes a lot of time lot of time and effort and i needed a job badly so i ended up with web programming, ::sigh::, left brain won.